and I'm a completely different person than I was. I was reading old entries from a year ago and I was amazed at the difference in my life.
I've lost all of my friends because they got far to deep into my personal life. I'm trying really hard to grow up and they were holding me back.
I'm going to start writing in my livejournal again because I've deleted my facebook and my myspace. It was the smartest choice of my life.
It's been a while.
I have no job, sort of.
I have no money, sort of.
I love my life right now, sort of.
There's a lot of mixed up shit going on.
In general, things are just okay.
I started my diet monday.
I have one thing to say about it.
It fuckin sucks.
I took today off from work because...I hate work?
Lol, I want a job I will actually ENJOY.
I want funnnn.
If you know this job. Let a bitch know.
So, listen to this: I need more in my life. That question: Selfish? OR goal oriented OR bored?
Why does it seem like no matter how much one person has or how much they have earned and what they have gone through to earn it they still take what they have for granted and no matter what they seem to always want more. Weird. But, I am the same way. I have a lot but, I want more. I do take what I have for granted.
Um. I will write the rest of this later....
I FUCKIN HATE MY LIFE.
I FUCKIN HATE MY LIFE...SO MUCH
I'M UNSURE ABOUT MY LIFE NOW.
I have never been so bored. HOLY SHIT.
I am going Monday to Collier Regional Hospital to see what I can do about getting a job there. I applied online too. I have to be "clean" though and I'm not.
Collin got fired from Petsmart, that makes it a lot easier to work there until I get a job in this hospital...hopefully.
Richie and I are doing AMAZING. We just had our 1 year 4 month anniversary.
I am moving into an apartment soon. TIGHT.
Pretty much, everything is going very well!
HAPPY MOTHER FUCKIN EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO ME.
Have a GOOD night.
YOU ARE AN IDIOT.
Thanks for nothing why you were here LOSER.
Anyway. Today was a good day and TONIGHT HOPEFULLY is going to be even BETTER.
I went CAPS crazy.
I had a really good day today and I have tomorrow off so, I get to sleep in really late. Do you know how amazing that is? Really amazing.
I have this weekend off and I think I am going to the East Coast with Richie to see his aunt and his grandparents again. It should be fun.
I want another job when I turn 18 for more money but, I also don't want to lose Petsmart because I really like all of my co-workers now that I don't have to deal with Michelle. Agh. This sucks. I think I am still going to go to the Ritz for like 10 dollars an hour fo sho.
Everything is moving along very well, Richie and I are doing amazing I am happy with my job and have an oppurtunity to get a better one if I like, the only thing that is a little slower is the whole school thing. I need to apply to get into college as soon as I can so I can get started on the whole radiology thing.
ANyways, today was a really good day